Well, tomorrow is the big day, ABLATION DAY! As much as I tell myself that all will be okay, the nervous butterflies flying around in my body aren't as convinced. This is a big step and I hear everyone saying, including myself, it's fine, it's routine, but not to me. I'm scared, plain and simple! Of course I trust that God will take care of me, He has so far in my life, but what my heart is saying and what my mind is saying are conflicting points of view.
I'm going to do some things around the house today in preparation of leaving on the 12th. Packing some things that are a bit heavier that I won't be able to lift next week, can all be done today. Things I know we won't need from now until we leave can all be packed away too. Busy work, no idle hands here.
Next post will be after I get out of the hospital. Hopefully that will be on Tuesday!
Until then...
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